1 Year Blog Anniversary

It was one year ago, Sept. 2, 2007, that Tinmenace created my S-N blog for me. I can’t even express to you Tin and BeetleMan, how much my blog means to me. It’s my own creative space to say what I want, when I want, and I’ve desired and needed something just like this for years. Thank you both so very, very, much for gifting me with my own blog through Spiritual-Nature.com 

Here we are exactly one year later and Aziza and Apollo have just started their blog. The wheels turn and I sense others coming soon too.

It’s funny because a year ago when you created my blog for me, I didn’t even know what a blog was let alone how to work it! It was shaky, nerve-racking going at first, and I thank you for your endless patience with my numerous frantic emails pleading for help, asking questions, needing direction in how things worked, help getting me into places and able to make Comments on other S-N blogs etc. Webmail! What’s Webmail?! I have one? Why? Oh brother….what patience you’ve had and still do have!

And what a year it’s been huh everyone? Wow. It’s interesting for me to go back and take a peek at some of my past blog entries which are reminders of what I’ve lived through over this past year. It’s a great way to see the different phases of the ongoing ascension process and how they personally impacted me these past 12 months. I expect the next 12 months to be even more amazing for us all.

Bless you Tinmenace and BeetleMan for creating a place for not only myself to be creative, but for all of us who have things to share, things to teach and pass on, information/light that others need to hear right now. Much gratitude to you both for all you’ve done and continue to do for the growing Spiritual-Nature community. Happy one year anniversary.

Lapis

The Many Little Deaths

When I was a kid I hated reading, hell, I hated school! My Dad tried to get me to read and I just found it all so boring. Then, when I finally got out of school and discovered books that actually interested me, I couldn’t read enough of them. It wasn’t that I didn’t like reading, it was that I didn’t like what school demanded I did read! But once I discovered Dion Fortune back in the early 1970s, I was hooked and nothing stopped me for decades. I’d finally found information I could relate to; information that told me things I needed to hear then, information I cared about deeply and which validated my strange psychic and paranormal experiences.

Back then I’d suck in a book every couple of days, and amazingly, I retained almost all of what I read. Not only that, but I could recall where in the book such and such information was. I don’t have a photographic mind….I have a dyslexic mind…..with Mercury retrograde conjunct my MC from the 10th. I’ve had to learn to work around the mind/word glitches and I usually do fairly well, all things considered.

Then my ascension process started and everything changed overnight. I went from loving reading and being able to absorb information with the greatest of ease, to, not being able to read one small paragraph and understand anything I’d read! It was devastating. It was depressing. It was frustrating beyond belief to not be able to make my mind work and read those words and sentences and understand or retain any of it. What the freaking hell was wrong with me?!?

Not only did my ability to read, retain, and comprehend end abruptly, but I also had loooong phases back then, (1999-2006ish) of not being able to remember certain words for things and objects etc. During this mega unpleasant time I forgot my first name, I could hardly communicate, I would have to resort to pantomime just to try to express myself. It was horrible. My laser-like mental focus, my instantaneous ability to effortlessly fall into an altered state of consciousness to access higher information, and/or to talk with my much beloved higher dimensional Star Beings and Family from Home, my easy ability to read and retain what I read was gone, gone, and really seriously GONE! And it didn’t magically and instantly return either. Nope, it was years before I got through that truly horrible ascension phase. There were numerous other ascension symptoms happening at the same time as this but I didn’t know any of this was “ascension” related. I just thought I was falling apart, that I may have been having a ‘breakdown’ of some strange type, or that I was having THE worst menopause in recorded history! I didn’t know until years later, that what I was living through then, were the repeated Little Deaths of my ego self and all of those old nifty, highly fine-tuned tools of perceive I’d had as a psychic/sensitive within old 3D reality.

It was a slow process of going through the “falling” of my thinking abilities, my ability to effortlessly communicate something to someone, to remember names and the right words for simple everyday things. Things like water, screwdriver, socks, furtilizer, orangejuice. It would require 10 minutes worth of words before I could collect enough of them that resembled SCREWDRIVER and it was exhausting, frustrating for me, and for the poor other person having to listen and watch this pathetic attempt at communication. Such is the worst phases of the ascension process. Such is the dismantling of our ego’s and intellects, our razor sharp mental abilities and many, many, other things.

I’d be reduced to trying to express that I was looking for a screwdriver to this: “You know, it’s that long silver thingy. It’s got that pointy thing at it’s end. It’s kinda cold and shiny. You know….!”

All those words but I couldn’t remember screwdriver! Or orangejuice: “Where’s that stuff, that cold stuff we drink? You know….we drink it in the mornings! We keep it in that thingy where we keep the cold food!”  Again, all those words but not the ONE important one. And obviously, other people who hear you in this state, just look at you with that flat expression like they’re watching you wondering why you’re even out in public!

 I remember buying really great books back during this time and barely being able to get through them. I had one of Barbara Marcinak’s Pleiadian channelled books and I normally would have burned through it in two days, but this one sat on my bookshelf for a year because I couldn’t read or retain any of it. I also remember pushing it and struggling anyway to try and read. I’d literally reread one small paragraph eight times and still not be able to understand one word of it! I also couldn’t hold my mental focus on reading because it too was gone, gone, seriously GONE! I finally just gave up and stopped reading until brain function morphed into what it’s become today.

The point with this ascension symptom, as with so many of them, was to move beyond that level of perception, that old lower state of awareness within myself, my powerful connection with linear time and keeping physical ‘reality’ as safe and smooth as I could. Being psychic and sensitive I was used to running on 12 cylinders anyway and having my invisible feelers way out all around me constantly, always being ultra aware, but all that had to be torn down so I could ascend/evolve beyond it into a new state and level of consciousness.

So when you find yourself suddenly not being able to remember really simple words and names for common things, when you find your mental process acting like a bombs gone off right in the middle of your well defined and manicured intellect, when you sound and look like you’re not running on any cylinders….rejoice because it most likely means you’re deep into your ascension process and big chunks of you, your 3D mind, your old lower ego self are dying and are being replaced with much more interesting aspects of the higher YOU. Just put the reading material down for as long as you need, and let these old aspects of your 3D self fall away. Fear not just go with the flow and release. And know, something vastly better will naturally take it’s place.

Lapis

Finally!

         I had a really wonderful thing happen today. Something that I’ve questioned, pondered over, and even worried a bit about to be perfectly honest. What I’m talking about is what Karen Bishop has called our “One Hat”, and what Steve Rother channelling the Group has referred to as our “Sacred Contracts”.  That one thing, that one special gift/ability/wisdom we each have that is uniquely ours to share with humanity now and in days, months, and years to come.

For the past couple of years I just could not for the life of me, figure out what my “One Hat” might be. I thought it could possibly be this…. or maybe that…. or maybe even this thing way over here…. but I really was not deeply sure. But today another level of my “Sacred Contract” must have finally gotten pushed up to my surface consciousness because I had three really great and potent Ah ha!!  insights today. Thank you Higher Self.

I won’t go into all of it now simply because I’m really tired. It’s pretty potent when you connect with a bit more of YOU and the big bonus being, that you remember it all and actually understand it too! No wonder I’m tired.

The reason why this happened today is because I’ve just finished the rewrite of my old book manuscript and I am working now on the Introduction. While I was working on getting dates correct and in the right sequence and such, these higher level insights hit me like a ton of wonderful, long awaited, bricks. It was so obvious and yet I hadn’t seen it entirely until today; not really. Forest for the trees thing evidently….

                                             (Artist unknown)

The point is that you will know without any doubt about your own “One Hat” because it’s what you primarly do very well; that thing that you’ve always desired to be really good at, that thing that has been your inner driving soul desire for all this life and probably many others as well! In an instant it will make sense to you and you’ll wonder how you could have been blind to it before. It isn’t as hidden or mysterious as I had believed it was. It’s always been close to the surface in me but today, I’m finally certain about it for myself. Now to further manifest it for both myself and everyone else who may be interested and in need. How wonderful…. Here’s to you soon discovering yours as well.

D 1 47

April 5, 1995 (at the age of 43) I had the most intense, lucid, blatant and in-my-face dream message I’ve ever had. It consisted of simple images of white letters and numbers on a black screen. While I was viewing these I also got the corresponding emotional feelings and knowings about what the symbols meant for me personally. My dream message looked exactly like this:

D
1
47

That was it. Not very impressive looking is it? I can tell you that it was the single most important message from my Higher Self I’ve ever received. D is the letter of my first name and this message was telling me that “The Death of Denise was going to begin at age 47, and, that it would cause me to become 1 or unified.” I knew that I wouldn’t physically die at age 47 but that it would be a death and transformation situation or Initiation process. I was wrong…..it was much, much more, and it was and is an ongoing death/transformational process of all the lower aspects within me, you, within humanity and of what we’ve done to Earth and her many inhabitants.

I thought I understood exactly what this dream message meant for me. I did, but only at a very surface level. 5 years later  when I turned 47 in late December 1998, this Higher Self dream message became a living reality for me literally overnight. It seemed I’d entered hell. This process started physically for me on Feb. 2, 1999. (There are Mayan calendar connections or triggers with Jan. 5, 1999 but that’s another story and one I’m not very familiar with.)

I simply thought I was ultra sick and probably starting menopause. I say that because I had so many menopause-like symptoms that all started literally overnight. It was horrible in so many ways. I became physically more ill than I’d ever been, my once highly focused mental and psychic abilities were like a bomb had gone off in the middle of them! I could barely communicate or focus mentally for about 3 years. I quickly became a “chemical sensitive” which just means everything made me sick within seconds (and still does but not nearly as severely). There’s much more but hopefully you understand how severe this was and how suddenly it began. This process of transformation/ascension happens across the board; physically, mentally, emotionally, psychically and spiritually. Also much of this transformation/ascension work carries over into our sleep or dreaming state and body because so much more can be accomplished so much faster there than while in our physical bodies in 3D physicality.  Many of these transformation/ascension dreams are extremely negative as well.

I bought my first computer in April of 2003 despite the fact I’d never used one prior! I didn’t even know how to turn it on or off plus I was totally clueless about the Internet. This along with my mental confusion and inability to remain focused made doing much of anything with the computer nearly impossible. It was a difficult and messy time for me. If memory serves me, it was in late 2005 or maybe early 2006 I first discovered a web site that dealt with “Ascension” and listed many of the physical, mental, and emotional symptoms. I knew within a couple minutes of reading material on it, that that’s what I’d been living with and living through for 7 or 8 years prior. I knew that’s what my dream message in 1995 was trying to tell me about 5 years before it phyiscally started. The web site I’m talking about was Karen Bishop’s “What’s Up On Planet Earth?”  (There’s a link to her site in my LINKS section so please check it out if you’re not familiar with her or her wonderfully helpful work as yet.)

I now understand I’m what’s been called a “First Waver” meaning I was one of the first small groups of people to start the ongoing Ascension process back in early 1999. I believe it was so extremely horrible, painful, and negative for me because I was one of the first group starting this process, plus, I was and still am a psychic/ultra sensitive as most of us are. Also, because there was only Darkness on the planet then, it was like pushing a colossal dark boulder uphill very slowly; it was a profoundly difficult, dangerous, and very painful process but such is the work that Lightworkers have done.

A few years later the “Second Wave” of people began this Ascension process and it was a tiny bit easier for them because the First Wavers had gotten that Dark boulder rolling. A few years later the “Third Wave” of people began this ongoing Ascension process, and each time another new group of people gets activated by the higher dimensional energies, it gets a bit easier and faster for them to move through their difficult first phases. And on and on it goes and by the end of 2007 we’d gotten that huge dark boulder so broken apart that it was free-falling down the other side of the mountain.  ;)  Mission accomplished, next phase/level begun in early 2008.

This brings us up to current time where I feel another new and much larger group of people across the planet are currently being activated and beginning their physical ascension process. Many of them are totally unfamiliar with any of this Ascension stuff  and will worry and be very confused when their bodies, minds/awareness, and emotions start behaving and changing in really weird and often frightening ways. Not to mention that they’ll begin to perceive other things as well! This is why it’s so important to openly share information about the ongoing ascension process. People need to know they’re not going crazy, that they’re not dying (well…they are but don’t tell them that until they are well into the process), that there’s really very wonderful reasons why they and their bodies and lives are suddenly, seemingly, falling apart.

Lapis

Channeled Information & Discernment

                                         (Artist unknown)

At this point we’ve most likely all read something that was “channeled” by someone. There seems to be so very many people around the planet now who channel either an entity, an angel, higher dimensional being, Star being, ascended Masters, Jesus etc. etc. I find it interesting however that not so many people “channel” their own Higher Self’s profound knowledge.

There are a small handful of people who channel higher dimensional beings or more accurately, a group of beings, that I totally trust for the simple reason that I can discern if the material is distorted or not. My personal experiences plus my Heart and gut tell me if there’s higher level truth in that material and if there is any distortions in it. You know what I’m talking about; that immediate sense that YES…that IS accurate information, accurate and real higher “Light”!  And also the opposite sense when your gut and Heart are repulsed and feel ugly and dirty immediately listening to or reading some channeled materials. Parts of your body and being know immediately that something is very wrong with that particular channeled information and it’s doing everything to let YOU know it as fast as possible. Pay attention to this built-in tool in yourself that’s not in your head/mind/intellect.

Because I’ve been a psychic/sensitive/empathic/clairvoyant/clairsentient  since early childhood, I’m pretty familiar with deeper level sensing and perceptions anyway. Because of my natural psychic abilities and experiences with both polarities, I knew early on that I personally  would never allow another higher frequency being or entity to “channel” through me. Here’s why, and it’s also an important clue about many people (certainly not all but many) who do channel material but with distortions in it.

I know how difficult it has been (prior to the start of my ascension process in 1999 I mean) to remain vibrationally high enough, long enough, to hold open that higher level awareness and connection to faster vibrating higher nonphysical beings and then to consciously remember all that you’ve received and/or perceived from those beings at that level. As soon as your consciousness slows back down again to what’s currently considered “normal”, you start to loose or forget certain information that minutes ago was utterly amazing and life changing. It’s one thing getting oneself up vibrationally to reach some higher dimensional beings and information….it’s another thing to remember it all after your decent back down to every day awareness and a lower, slower frequency and dimension! (Our ongoing ascension process is greatly changing this however.)

I also know that great amounts of information is being given to certain people (via “channeling”) who do not have highly developed spiritual/psychic/intuitive abilities and perceptive tools themselves and therefore cannot even discern the very materials they themselves are channeling! They believe wholeheartedly that the information they’ve received is indeed “Light” from a high and positive source and that there are NO distortions in their channeling’s. In other words, many of these people who channel information supposedly from very loving, higher frequency positive beings of “Light” and “Love”….are not actually doing that at all. They believe with complete honesty that the materials they are channeling are indeed higher level information and undistorted truths. In my opinion, as someone who can tell the difference energetically, I know that much of these peoples channeling’s are greatly distorted and coming from a much lower energy level than they’d ever believe.

With everything that’s been going on with humanity over just the past 10 years - 3D earth reality, 4D astral plane bleedthroughs or rather  invasions and outright possessions, ongoing energetic and consciousness changes plus the ongoing ascension process - lies, manipulations, cons, huge distortions and clever traps from every corner of physical 3D, 4D astral and even some negative beings within lower 5D, have been profound! They will continue to be profound too until there’s no more humanity to be able to lie to and manipulate.

We often see this tactic of inserting some real truths into a whole bunch of distortions and flat-out lies to distort and confuse the people listening, reading, and/or viewing the material. Today it’s called “disinformation”. Be it political,  be it channeled material, it’s a old trick to ensnare people and keep them disempowered  and fooled. Sadly it works more times than not….still. So what’s the solution? Personal, individual discernment!  We’ve got to learn how to feel, discern and perceive on our own again. To safely walk the maze of distortions and lies all around us, we must learn to use and trust our own inner ability to  discern. Learn to use and trust our own inner gut/Heart/bodies to discern and read energies. Doing this is more of a body process than an intellectual one, which is why most people have trouble with it. They’ve been taught to distrust their other finer, higher perceptive tools and abilites and rely only upon their intellects. Guess why?!  Reading energies and discernment happens using other tools of perception….like it or not.

The next time you’re reading or listening to or watching someone channel some information, try discerning what they’re claiming is fact and absolute truth. Try reading those energies the channeler and their information is giving off and pay attention to how your gut, Heart and physical body react to it. Pay attention to those other portions of yourself that are trying to communicate information to you that are NOT IN YOUR HEAD! There are so many, both physical humans and nonphysical entities, who are doing their best to keep humanity stupid and dis-empowered. Many of them are doing this through certain people who channel but who are unaware that the messages they are sharing/selling/preaching are really from the so-called “enemy”.

I’m not going to name names and I certainly am not even aware of the majority of people across the planet who do channel both honest undistorted material, and, those who channel lies and huge distortions mixed in with a couple real truths here and there. What I am willing to do is share some of the people who channel and from my perspective, do NOT have any distortions, let alone lies, in their information. But of couse it’s up to you to learn to DISCERN to know for sure all on your own. This is so very important…

*Steve Rother who channels “the Group”

*Barbara Marciniak who channels a group who call themselves “Pleiadians”

*Barbara Hand Clow who channeled only one book so far which was also “Pleiadian” - The Pleiadian Agenda - A New Cosmology For The Age Of Light

*Lee Carroll who channels “Kryon”

I’m sure there’s more but I’ve not discovery them as yet. If I’m supposed to I’ll be led to them by my own Higher Self as usual. Learn to discern because it’s rapidly becoming a much needed personal tool of survival during all these changes and TRANSITIONS that humanity is currently going through.

Don’t you honestly want to be able to tell if those ETs and that UFO up in the sky are real or not? Don’t you honestly and personally want to be able to tell if channeled information is indeed true and undistorted or not? Don’t you want to be able to discern or read energies for yourself and no longer have to guess whether someone or something is telling you the truth or not?

No LOWER Energies Tolerated HERE!

I’ll never forget when, a few years ago, another new ascension symptom arrived. In all honesty I was very confused at first why I was feeling this way when I never had all my life prior. But as I discovered later (and also with the help of Karen Bishop and her blessed ongoing Energy Alerts and books - a link to her website, “What’s Up On Planet Earth?” is in my LINKS area), it was a perfectly normal and highly important ascension symptom. What I’m referring to was the sudden and totally unexpected arrival of utter INTOLERANCE for so many different things. Things like lower vibrating people, egos, lower vibrating energies and awareness in just about everyone and everything. Period!

Suddenly foods, most all products, building materials, clothing, all chemicals, egos and assholes, deception, evilness, physical locations steeped in lower vibrating energies, and simply lower vibrating consciousness in anything and everyone, myself included became intolerable. For a few years back then, I often said that I even repulsed myself! Such is the very personal, profoundly honest and often intense phases of the ongoing ascension process however.

Because I reincarnated as a Lightcarrier, a Lightworker, a “Systems Buster” (to borrow Karen Marciniak’s channelled Pleiadians ever so perfect term - a link to her website “The Pleiadians”, is in my LINKS area), a Wanderer etc. and remembered and felt it from age 5, I learned early on that I needed to live my life well below this worlds patriarchal radar. It was NOT time yet for me to come out of the higher vibrating Light Closet publicly. This is one main reason why Lightworkers/Lightcarries/Wanderers/Starseeds/”Systems Busters” etc., usually reincarnate in this life and time with serious amnesia. It’s literally a safeguard if you’ve reincarnated many decades prior to the beginning of the ascension process…for the first small groups it began physically in 1999 and 2000. These things are also time-coded prior to our births anyway. A decade or so later, here we are now halfway through 2008, and much of humanity is currently being triggered or activated by these higher cosmic ascension energies. That is if they desire to remain in body and go through this process physically.

I’m not nor have I ever been, a “religious” person. Religions for me were way up there in the top 3 or 4 of the most horrible things on this planet in the past few thousand years. So very much evilness and darkness, total control and dis-empowerment of humanity has been done in the name of someones religion for thousands of years. Because of this it was vastly easier for me (thanks Dad, Mom, and my own Higher Self and Co.) to not get sucked into the Collective religious dis-empowerment belief systems that have existed throughout the Age of Pisces.   I could easily feel it all however with my Pisces Asc. but have been deeply repulsed by the great distortions and misunderstandings in many religions since early childhood.

However I remember watching movies on TV many years ago about the story of Jesus, his supposed life and so on. There was one scene that impacted me deeply and that was when Jesus manifested his utter INTOLERANCE  in the “market” all over the “money changers” I believe they were called. You see the powerful symbology portrayed in his violent actions and heated emotions? Not so very different today for many of us is it? “System Busters”.

 Because of this, other memories and current connections to higher levels of awareness, I recognized many of the archetypes that were present via the Pisces/Neptune energies of that Age and how they’ve been so horribly distorted to control and suppress humanity globally.

So….when my utter INTOLERANCE  for any and all lower vibrating things and people started, it was easier for me to not get hung-up in that “turn the other cheek”  christian Piscean Age distorted BS. I understood that we Lightworkers/Lightcarries/Wanderers/Starseeds etc., would be switched ON first for the obvious reasons and that we’d increasingly be aware of and feel everything and everyone who was/is still vibrating at a lower frequency; existing, functioning and perceiving reality within their polarized ego selves only. In other words they’re still trapped within that 3D polarized box and lower vibratory world and reality and we’d see it and feel it clearly and painfully.

I learned when my utter INTOLERANCE  got activated a few years ago that I was NOT supposed to tolerate lower frequencies in people, places, objects, materials and products, foods, chemicals, egos, situations and belief systems. I was reincarnate here now to “Bust Planetary Systems” that need to die away now. Tolerating lower things, egos, dysfunctional lower energy situations and belief systems, is very Piscean Age “CO-DEPENDANT” behavior and consciousness. Being an ”ENABLER” of the very things, consciousness, ways and belief systems etc. that you and I as Lightworkers reincarnated here now to totally break down and transmute, is out of the question once a certain inner frequency level is personally reached. That however is very Aquarian sounding isn’t it?  Hence the profound necessity for this ascension symptom called INTOLERANCE of any and all lower frequency things on earth now. This is so NOT about “turning the other Piscean Age cheek…”, but about not “enabling” any of it to continue on. Out with the crusty old patriarchal dinosaurs, consciousness and Piscean Age (and much older) Collective, and in with new and vastly higher frequencies, consciousness, and human light-filled beings existing within a higher non-polarized dimension filled with Heart consciousness. Sounds very high Leo and Aquarius doesn’t it?

Lightworkers/Lightcarriers/Wanderers/Starseeds always reincarnate in large numbers at each and every astrological Age change or TRANSITION. We always have for the purpose of “System Busting” the old ending astrological Ages energies, archetypes and consciousness and also, carrying within ourselves the new astrological Ages energies archetypes and consciousness in our bodies, high hearts and consciousness. Needless to say….we’re usually not very popular people with the die-hards of the previous Age and belief systems!

The huge difference now is that it’s not only an astrological Age change, but so very, very much more.

So again, the old lower vibrating energies, ego based people still functioning with polarized brains and consciousness do NOT want me/you/our energetic kind in their old little dying reality boxes. (My July 30th, 2008 blog entry “PRIVATE CLUB: No Higher Energies Tolerated Here!”) And obviously, me/you/our energetic kind who’ve been personally living the ongoing ascension process for many years already, do NOT want them or their polarized box reality and awareness around us either! (the reason for this blog entry.) The big difference is that they can’t come up energetically unless they’ve lived the numerous and ongoing steps, layers and many alchemical phases that the ascension process naturally is. However we can go back  if we choose or need to for short periods, as Karen Bishop has said so many times. Until you experience this repeatedly for yourself, it is a hard one to understand that it is literal! It is extremely physically painful and draining in all ways for higher vibrating beings, including many of us now, to go back and function within a vastly denser and polarized dimension/reality/world for very long at all. We can do it but it’s not fun and extremely exhausting and even painful physically.

There are no shortcuts in the DIY, this “Do it yourself” ongoing ascension process. We each must walk up the transformational energetic and alchemical stair steps, one at a time (since 1999 each stair step symbolically and numerologically seemed to equal one physical year), the many levels and phases with the ascension process, to literally be transformed in all ways. If you haven’t started this energetic process as yet, if you havent’ been triggered or activated inside your physical body and consciousness by these higher cosmic energies that induce this incredible process called ascension, know that you most likely will be very soon.

The first few groups have passed up that first flight of 9 stair steps (years), reached the second floor landing back in Dec. 2007 which was the Zero Zone energies I posted about back then. We turned a huge corner energetically in Jan. 2008 and began up another flight of stair steps on the symbolic second floor. Humanity has recently stepped foot upon that first number one stair step on the first floor. Because time’s being increasingly compressed (our faster spin, our housing more higher dimensional Light etc.) this ongoing ascension process will increase in wild and unbelievable ways….thank goodness! What took me and others these past 11 years (notice the number is an 11) to live through and transmute, much of humanity will now burn through in months and a few short years….if they desire to remain in body physically and go through ascension physically that is.

Until all of humanity is at least on the same energetic page, we will continue to be in our different frequency states/realities/consciousness/awareness/worlds. Many of us are here, far more of them are still back there in the old lower falling world and reality we all grew up in together. When we hear actual footsteps coming up from the first floor stair steps, then it’ll be time for real conversations, guidance and sharing of what we’ve already been living and being with these other people. Until then, we’re here and they’re still there and both groups have one hell of a frustrating time tolerating the other group.  Just imagine how grand it’s going to be on the other side of this one.

Lapis

PRIVATE CLUB: No HIGHER Energies Tolerated Here!

Ocassionally I’m impulsed or called to go back into lower vibrating forums (where angels fear to tread…) for the single purpose of dashing in, posting a couple posts thereby holding up a lit Lantern for anyone there who’s ready to see it, who may resontate with what I’ve posted, or who were already looking for something vastly higher, and then get the hell out as fast as possible! I do not want to go back down into those types of lower vibrating “spiritual” forums at this point and normally I don’t unless I’m called or drawn there for very specific reasons.

You know some of those forums with the words “SPIRITUAL” and/or “LOVE” in their names? You know how they instantly manifest the polar opposite energies every time you, me, or anyone posts anything that they don’t believe in? You know those certain “spiritual” forums where they preach, rant, endlessly debate for pages and pages, intellectually masturbate over every topic, and instantly, viciously, attack anyone who thinks or perceives differently than they do? Someone who actually has the nerve to post about it on their energetically closed circuit forum!  Those so-called “spiritual” forums where a few forum members and even Mods/Admins attack anyone who actually is vibrating faster than they are and is using something other than only their left brian intellects to perceive other levels, dimensions and states of awareness and being. There’s nothing more repulsive to me than when people use their tiny left brain intellects to try and investigate their right brians! It does not work that way no matter how many decades or lifetimes you try to make it so.

See and feel all their ”SPIRITUALNESS”?  See and feel all their “LOVE”?   Feel their intellectual patriarchal beliefs, egos and lower vibrating energies repeatedly trying to bludgeon you and your Light/Information, hammer you endlessly into a puddle of bloody mush?   Feel their  real Spiritualness and Love?  All that is nothing more than the lower old world version of what they honestly perceive as true spirituality, knowledge or wisdom and love. Repulsive, scarey and profoundly sad isn’t it?

This situation is exactly like an addict who’s stoned or drunk out of their skulls but they honestly believe that no one is aware that they are stoned, drunk or addicted! Or like someone who’s mentally ill but knows without any doubt that they are perfectly sane. These sorts of people honestly believe that the rest of us are so stupid we just do not see that they are drunk/stoned/mentally/emotionally ill/or still vibrating at a lower slower frequency! Self delusion. Grand and terrible self delusions. The truth is that far more people do see that you’re stoned or drunk or existing at a lower vibrational rate than you’d ever suspect. But how could you possibly know any of this being so self involved, so self deluded, so disconnected, and so utterly NOT about “SPIRITUAL” and/or “LOVE” anything? The rest of us see this as clearly as we see everything else plus, we know why you’re still the way you are; why you still perceive what you do and why you do. Because we’ve walked through the transformational Alchemical Fires and have become more than that ourselves. You might reread that sentence again.

At the end of every Astrological Age, and especially this one, the new higher incoming energies, consciousness and human carriers of it get attacked, killed off if possible, beaten and battered, distorted, lied about and so on by the people who fear real actual spiritual change and growth. Remember the last Age change and how it supposedly went then? Today isn’t any different. I suggest you reread that sentence also.

 This should be mandatory. Hey…there’s another way to collect money for your forum! Hasn’t anyone told you that the tighter you cut off higher energies and consciousness, the faster you’ll fail/fall/starve/be without? 

Another aspect of this is how quickly that dark violent gang mentality comes rushing in whenever a vibrational outsider posts something that’s beyond their forums lower vibrating Members Only Club frequency. Certain forum members and Mods/Super Mods/Ultra Fab Mods quickly rally around the vibrational outsider to literally take him/her/them down as quickly as possible and at the same time, show the other forum sheeple members how “powerful” they are. “Off with his/her/their heads…” the call goes out across their forums and the alpha pack quickly comes in for the kill, which they thoroughly enjoy, because it’s very much lower vibrational actions and energies.

“Hey! We only intellectually preach and debate about things here. Nobody can come in here and actually claim to be doing them or living them! What the hell do you think you’re doing here huh?! Who the hell do you think you are anyway? Get the fucking hell outta our closed-off and totally energetically controlled Forum Club.”

Of course none of them openly says that to me or you. No, they dip their verbal negative shit in sweet sounding pious poisions first and then sling it at me/you/us in open forum posts, PMs and emails. All the while feeling ever so “spiritual”, smug and holier than thou. You’re dinosaurs going extinct and you don’t even realize it.

Lapis

“American Dream”-Nightmare

Well the “American Dream” - A.D. - has been revealed enough finally to see it’s really more of a nightmare. The lower falling is well under way across the country and you can easily see and hear the A.D. crashing right n’ left from coast to coast, boarder to boarder. The sleepers are further being rudely awakened from their deep trance-like dreams and cons about the A.D. Where’s my home? Where’s my job? Where’s my money? Where’s my freedom? Where’s my A.D?

The numbers of people who’s A.D. was to own their own home is/has/will continue to rapidly become a nightmare I’m afraid. In the great and ongoing fallings of the old lower patriarchal world and the great illusion that the A.D. really is, many more will be forced to give up their homes and create a different way for themselves. 

I read something yesterday saying the governor of CA. is currently trying to get the minimum wage for state workers reduced to $6.55 an hour. That and much more!  Maybe someone needs to inform his royal Hollywoodness that gasoline in CA. is still around $4.40 a gallon. Not that he cares however…..

(Oh my goodness there’s something else underneath!   Who would have ever guessed?!?)

Oh well, stand back and let the lower falling continue as needed. Just don’t forget that there’s a higher way, a higher plan being manifest now well above  these old lower falling layers, leaders and situations.

Transitions…..

Ever since early childhood there’s been certain things that have affected me profoundly. Things like autumn, the setting western sun, large flowing rivers, the rain, certain animals etc. These and other things always spoke to my deep heart, my soul in fact, and called to me from some distant place with a very important message. A message that I’ve sort of lived in reverse over the decades. Sensitives/psychics/Wanderers usually do live life in a strange ass-backwards sort of way! This will make sense in a few more paragraphs.

Because I have four planets (a stellium in astrological terms) in Libra (in the 8th), I assumed that that was the main reason why the autumn season pulled at my heart and soul so strongly each year. Same with sunsets, especially throughout the fall. As a child it was nearly unbearable and I’d cry and ache and become so profoundly Homesick facing the west and watching the autumn Sun going away. I wanted to go Home in the worst of ways during those childhood years. Some of you (other Wanderers) reading this will no doubt relate to much of this deep heart pain and soul Homesickness feeling.

Astrologically the polarity between Aries/Libra is about - Aries=Self and Libra=Others. It’s much more complex than that of course, but those two keywords say so very much about Aries and Libra and what’s going on between them both as they’re really two sides of the same coin.

Old 3D reality Libra had to do with things like… all forms of partnerships, the marriage partner, business partners, all of those “Others” out there. But as we continue evolving, ascending, learning and expanding, this “Others” that Libra represents is also expanding to include far more of the other “Others” out there. “Others” like nonphysical beings, ETs, angelics, other dimensional beings and so on. Now has the astrology changed? No, we are. These nonphysical higher dimensional beings have always been out/in there. We’ve just been expanding, ascending and evolving consciously and energetically to where WE’RE now in the process of consciously including Them in that Libra collective of the “Others”. You see, they are waiting for us to vibrationally ascend or come back Home to them, not for them to drop down to the old lower earth reality.

Another aspect of this are certain scenes within the King Arthur story and also the story (and movies) Lord Of The Rings. I’m referring to those powerfully symbolic archtypal scenes where certain people were permanently leaving earth because it was simply their time to do so. In the movie Lord Of The Rings it’s all those beautiful heartwrenching scenes where the Elves are exiting Earth and that dimension because it was time for that transition for both  them and the humans. In that story the Elves and humans transitioned….ascended  to a slightly higher vibration, place and new state of being and learning.

In the King Arthur story it was those many scenes about the fey people; the Lady of the Lake, the Merlin and how many of them and other characters were vibrational half breeds. They had one parent that was a physical human and the other parent was fey or from a less dense nonphysical dimension. Current day Wanderers - Starseeds - Indigos - Lightworkers etc. should come to mind and heart. That is why these myths, these stories, these books and movies are in our reality now because we’re living them in our way in this here and now.

There’s another important archtypal scene I must add to these two and it’s from my past life in Egypt around 12,600 bc. (I’ve written some about it already so please check the Archives if interested.) It is this Egyptian past life memory with those three higher dimensional Star Beings from 8D Orion, 6D Sirius, and the 5D Pleiades, that was always with me as a child in this life. It was their leaving me and all the other starseeds way back in ancient Egypt, that’s held strong and painful in my heart and soul from childhood in this incarnation and there’s a very important reason for this.

You see in that ancient life in Egypt they seeded many of us as their children, their half breed, fey, starseeded children. In that past life I painfully remember when it was time for all of them to leave earth and all of us, very much like those scenes in Lord Of The Rings when the Elves had to leave earth. It nearly broke my heart knowing that they’d finished (the Egyptian ETs) what they came to physical earth to do and had to go back to their higher dimensional Homes but all of us starseeds had to stay here…and for so very long without them!  The great plans and projects cover vast amounts of time, so much so it’s easy to miss them and not connect those ancient dots across half of the Ages back to this current time and all of us here in this now.

I don’t know who said this originally but it is very true at the deepest of levels: 

“We are who we’ve been waiting for.”

Throughout this whole life I’ve always had easy and nearly constant (psychic/telepathic/etheric) access to some of these higher dimensional beings, these Lightbeings, these positive ET beings, these nonphysicals, these dear Friends and Family from Home. It was part of the overall plan, part of my personal plan with them from Ages long ago. In this life and time period where numerous dots would finally be connected and wrapped up, it was necessary that I had easy and constant psychic and telepathic contact with them and a handful of other “Others”. ;)  (I hope everyone is catching the multidimensionality I’m trying to express and share within this linear form of communication.) This is very true with all Wanderers/Lighworkers/Starseeds/Indigos etc. We’d never reincarnate back into slower polarized physical 3D reality, getting ready to enter the ascension process, without numerous higher dimensional Friends and Family from Home working, helping, triggering, contacting and appearing to us from that side of the dimensional boarder or veil. Never! We have safeguards within safeguards within greater safeguards built into us and our etheric bodies to help us remain in contact with them so we’d wake up on time and remember why we’ve reincarnated here again now. (Some of your “sightings” and other paranormal experiences are not what you may at first believed them to be. It often times is some ET cousin or friend trying to get you to remember why you’re down here again with amnesia! ;)  )

As a young child having those heartbreaking periods of deep Homesickness; as a young adult looking up at the starry night sky and missing Home and them so very much; and now as a middle aged Elder Lightworker Wanderer who’s living the ongoing ascension process, I can connect far more of those ancient cosmic dots than ever before because I’m finally there now. Back in the mid 1990’s my much beloved Egyptian ET Friends and Family began to retreat from me. I asked them why one day and they told me they had to leave me because what was coming soon, was up to me alone to go through, to live through. What they were referring to was the beginning of my physical ascension process that started Feb. 1998. I no longer have the same type of telepathic/psychic/empathic contacts with them I had all my life, prior to Feb. 1998 that is. The reasons for this brings us to what this post is really all about.

I and many of you have been working towards this for so long now it’s almost too much to take in and contain within ourselves…yet. My dearly beloved higher dimensional Egyptian ET Friends and Family left me in Feb. 1998, left me and us back in Egypt of 12,600 bc, because  everyone is ascending. Everyone is leaving that old lower 3D earth, everyone is moving up a few energetic stairsteps to become the ones doing the creating and caretaking but at a new higher dimension and state of being. You and I are rapidly becoming more consciously aware that we’ve taken the place of these beloved ancient of ancient stellar beings/parents/teachers/guides/builders/angelics etc. It’s our turn to experience this and they too have moved on to new higher levels and creations as well. You see it’s not just us humans within 3D involved with this transition….this ascension.  It’s about our Graduating from the old 3D school of polarized learnings within physicality and permanently leaving, just like the Elder Star beings and Angelics have in our recent and also very ancient pasts. We’re taking their place now and will create anew with what we’ve learned from having spent so much time within 3D time and dense polarized physicality. And don’t you know that what we can and will now create, because of our ascensions, because of it all, will be profound and extremely beautiful? Many of Them, and many of the other Others, are anxious to see what we do create in our new higher dimensional world and reality as the new beings we’re becoming.

How Do I Know That?

Over the past few years I’ve been aware that how  I know things, how  I’m accessing information, has changed dramatically. It’s not the old familiar ego based consciousness, it’s not tiny left brain thinking, it’s not even intuitive or psychic. It’s higher and much larger knowing  of things; it’s not linear thinking. No one was more surprised than me when this started. Being a life-long sensitive/psychic/seer I was fairly familiar with how my mind works, how information comes to me and how my mind fiddles and anaylzes things. If you’re sensitive/psychic/clairvoyant etc., it becomes highly important that you learn to discern what are indeed YOUR thoughts and feelings in comparison to picking up OTHER peoples thoughts and feelings. I’ve made the mistake of assuming that certain thoughts were mine when actually they were someone elses, so, I’ve gotten familiar with how my mind works and how I deal with incoming information and so on.

Because of this I was a bit more conscious of my consciousness. When this began changing a few years ago I noticed it immediately. I just knew/know certain things with NO previous knowledge about it whatsoever. Now that sort of thing really makes you pay attention to what’s in your awareness, coming out of your mouth, or onto the written page! It makes you ask yourself, “How did I know that?”

I’ve discovered it’s due to my being closer to my own Higher Self now. Because of this I’m able to access knowledge/Light/information which to “me” seems incredibly vast and amazing. Sometimes I can grab all of it in those few moments and retain it long enough to externalize it to someone or write about it. Much of the time these higher connections with vast amounts of Light/information that my Higher Self has always had at it’s finger tips, seems to me to be huge chuncks of higher knowledge that I often have difficulty expressing at this slower earthly rate. Frustrating sometimes and yet, I know that at another level I DID get it all and often, it isn’t even important that I express it.  Higher knowing is knowing  without any emotional excitement (ego) about it and/or  needing to share it with others. This type of awareness comes through the High (ego-less) Heart and not the mind in the way we’re used to thinking of it. It’s an instantaneous knowing something. I know how weird that must sound to people who’ve not as yet experienced this, but when you do it’ll make perfect sense….in a nonthinking way that is. ;) 

I know  that this is a new way of perception for those of us who’ve been living the ongoing ascension process and it will become the next primary way we all perceive. High Heart awareness that comes from our being vastly closer to (and more aware of) our own Higher Selves….and Source. It’s the beginning stages of us perceiving within 5D well beyond lower polarized, dual thinking/consciousness. Triality consciousness, where that higher third aspect point is your own Higher Self.

So when you find yourself knowing certain things and not knowing how you know…know that you’ve transitioned beyond linear polarized thinking and awareness, and have arrived at the edge of a larger higher way of perception. Hello Uranus…hello Aquarius…hello more of me.

Orion Teachings From Ancient Egypt

This is a continuation of my past life memories in Egypt (as a male) around 12,600 b.c. I’ve already written a bit about what both the 5D Pleiadian - the Sacred Artist, and the 6D Sirian - the Sacred Architect, Star beings taught myself and their numerous other Starseeds back then. Now I’ll share what I’ve remembered so far about the 8D Orion Star being, a member of - the Sacred Galactic Council.

(Orion, the 8th dimensional Star being as I knew him in my past life in Egypt)

Personally I’m not terribly fond of titles like the one I just used above - the Sacred Galactic Council - but they’re necessary to even be able to express and share information like this. Like it or not, that was the title this 8D being from Orion was labelled with, just as the Sirian and Pleadian were with their unique titles. These titles represented their home dimensional energies more than anything else, so please keep that in mind, and don’t think about this 8D title with old lower world 3D awareness.

One of my favorite training lessons in this past life, was with Orion, (that was the name he used at that time), and it was learning how to pilot a small two-seater UFO up and down the Nile. Now don’t freak out…this was normal way back then, just like learning how to drive a car is today for 15-16 year olds. Most of us young starseeds learned how to pilot these smaller UFOs because it was more about learning mental and emotional control and focus than anything else really.  Those UFOs could be directed and flown by the pilots mental focus alone, or, by both mental focus and partial auto-pilot, or total auto-pilot when one needed a break. Many of the tools in this life in Egypt (12,600 bc ) were used like this. The Ankh was another tool of many that was controlled by the operators focused mental and emotional enegies. They were marvelous, highly advanced tools in themselves, but when mentally and emotionally directed by higher dimensionals like Orion or the other Star beings or starseeds, they came to life and did amazing things; things like cut through stone like it was room temperature butter!

My personal memory of flying this small UFO was at first very difficult and extremely draining because of the lengthy and intense mental focus. You wouldn’t believe how exhausting it is to continually keep your thoughts on ONLY one or two things, like flying a UFO and not crashing, and not let them wander off into something else or just stare off out a window at the world below! So at first this was real serious work for me, but with time and practice, it became easier to focus my thoughts and intentions for longer periods on what I wanted that small UFO to do… when, where, and for how long. Eventually it became much like driving a car in heavy traffic today; you know what you’re doing and it’s become second nature -body knowledge- but you still must pay attention to all that’s going on around you at the same time.

I have a crystal clear memory of solo piloting this smaller UFO up and down the Nile numerous times, logging in flight time hours evidently. We all used the Nile river below to know exactly where we were; kind of like that rope with attached floating balls on it to keep the little kids out of the deep end of the swimming pool! We used the Nile as a clear guideline that showed us where we were and to not fly too far away from it…our rope in the huge swimming pool that Egypt was for us back then.

I’d fly from lower Egypt (where the Sphinx and Great Pyramid was), south to upper Egypt (these names were not used in this life and time but were added much later by others) where there were other large cities with huge UFO-ports in the rock walls or cliffs. We’d park  both the small and much larger UFOs in these huge carved out parking areas in the sides of cliffs much like large car parking lots or airplane hangers of today. We young starseeds would pick up and/or drop off certain supplies between these main large cities using the small UFOs, so it was both necessity and personal training at the same time. The real ancients were terribly efficent and never, ever did something, built something, created something for only one reason. Their consciousness simply didn’t function that way; it was multidimensional and so, they did things for numerous reasons on numerous levels and dimensions at the same time…always.

Another very powerful and special memory I have with Orion was when he’d have one of his starseed students come to his teaching room. I have no memory of ever being in this room with another student. It seemed, from what I’ve remembered so far, that Orion preferred teaching on a one-to-one basis.

Orion’s unique teaching room was a Holographic viewing room. When you first entered it, there was nothing in there. It was totally empty, the walls were bare with nothing on them. It was a large dome shaped circular room that was like a white movie screen where images where projected. It was an empty round room where, when Orion turned on whatever it was he turned on, you were suddenly hovering somewhere within the 3D Milky Way galaxy!!!

  Now of course this photo isn’t what it looked like inside Orion’s holographic galactic teaching room. It was holographic, three dimensional and you the viewer, were INSIDE of it and could view the entire Milky Way galaxy from any location, point, direction or level. It was breathtakingly spectacular and very, very, intense all at the same time. Talk about feeling lost and insignificant! The concept of “Home” takes on a totally different meaning when you are aware of, and can physically see, far more locations of the “Homes” of numerous different beings just within the Milky Way galaxy!

To visualize what I’m talking about, place yourself inside this photo of our galaxy, make it real sized and 3D however, and you can move yourself…your point of view around to anywhere within the Milky Way and view from there. That  was what it was like inside of Orion’s galactic holograph viewing room!

After a few flights in Orion’s holograph galactic room, he would eventually begin the real  teachings. At first he didn’t allow you to speak while in his room but only view, adjust, feel and ponder. After you’d gotten over the shock of how vast and beautiful the physical Milky Way galaxy was, then Orion would begin the teachings and they had to do with educating you about inhabited locations within it. Orion taught us about our galactic heritage and the numerous physical locations within the Milky Way where all of us live/lived and/or came from. Orion taught Milky Way Galactic Geography!

Just like many people know states or countries (or even all of Earth)  like the back of their hands, Orion - from 8D and  member of the Galactic Council - knew the Milky Way galaxy like the back of his hand! It was that small and well known to him as it was/is to many higher dimensional beings. 

Once I got the basics down about what was where within the Milky Way galaxy, the next teaching step with Orion was about all the ASPECTS  between numerous areas, star systems and so on within the Milky Way galaxy. If you’re familiar with natal astrology and the aspects that astrologers interpret between the planets and angles etc. within our solar system in each natal chart, then this will be much easier to grasp because it’s basically the same thing….just on a galactic scale.

Orion tried to teach me how to read and interpret galactic aspects within the whole of the Milky Way galaxy. I know, I know….. it makes my brain hurt just writing about it! He would eventually activate something else within his holographic room that looked like different colored lines of light that ran between different star systems and other galactic areas. There were “trines” and “squares” and “oppositions” and “sextiles” and so forth between numerous stellar systems and other galactic areas, just like in individuals natal charts. Orion knew these galactic aspects and galactic transits intimately and he struggled to teach me and the other starseeds this complex but beautiful 8D wisdom.

This was/is the way Orion and most other higher dimensional beings view this galaxy where so many of us have inserted, seeded ourselves, into denser vibrating physical 3D reality (that’s currently ascending to 5D). They’re capable of reading the Milky Way galaxy (and others) like astrologers read natal and location charts; natal and location charts with current transits, progressions,  and so on. It’s the same thing to these higher dimensional beings….one unified area (the Milky Way) with lots and lots going on within it at different “times”, locations, galactic phases, cycles etc.  Possibly the Mayan Calendar with it’s numerous cycles within other cycles (just like current and long term transits within our solar system) will take on a different flavor and feel to some people now hearing this.

(This is not my natal chart)

See all the red, blue and green lines in the natal chart above? Those are lines showing the natal aspects within that particular chart. The graph below it, that looks like stairsteps with strange colored symbols in the little squares, are the natal aspects (between planets and angles) in GLYPH form. Orion’s holographic galactic viewing room would show different colored lines of light throughout the Milky Way galaxy that looked much like these different natal aspect lines, except they were three dimensional, not flat like this natal chart is. And of course, Orion’s different colored galactic aspect lines moved and changed slowly with the numerous different orbits and cycles. He could have his holographic galactic room show how things looked in the Milky Way far in the past, and, he could move it far forward into the future (our current time), to show the positions and transits or alignments as they appear now. They’ve always known what was coming and the many potentials within our current times. That’s why so many of us have reincarnated back on Earth now, to finish up this very ancient work. 

On The Move Again

 Last night (June 14th, 08) wasn’t very pleasant. In fact it was rather awful because there was a large free-floating mass of “negative” energy searching, hunting for people and places to latch onto. Over the past 4 years now, I’ve experienced this phenomenon a few times, and it’s taught me much. Last night was no exception, and despite it being a long and unpleasant night, it was also highly insightful. Once again I experienced how this whole thing works and why; both for myself personally and the masses.

Every time this has happened over the past 4 years I’ve experienced it, the lower old “negative” energy has been slightly different, slightly less compacted and focused, and with much less personality. This was very obvious last night and the “negative” energy was nearly impotent in comparison to years past. Ahhh, the shoes on the other foot finally….and moving well beyond even!

Last night the very space up above the whole town suddenly went dark and ugly. You can feel it, see it, and sometimes even hear it as it moves through. Last night it rolled in suddenly and began it’s searching for like-frequency people, locations, buildings, animals etc. Actually I found this extremely interesting, because when this “negative” energy reached where I physically was last night, it triggered off some of MY old past wounds caused by “negativity” working through some other people. In other words, last nights roaming, searching, ”negative” energy resonated, vibrated, at exactly the same rate and frequency as these old wounds of mine, created by other lower vibrating “negative” people in my past. Amazing…this “negative” energy found and activated MY old wounds caused by THAT SAME NEGATIVE ENERGY FROM YEARS AGO!  Because of this, I then got to relive these old wounds (one more time) and in one case, my old hatred towards a few possessed people who attacked me years ago.   Like attracts like and, like resonates with like and, will locate it time and again in all of it’s forms…wounds and traumas included!

Layers and layers and even deeper layers of stuff, of “negative” junk, in all it’s many forms to be repeatedly dealt with and released. Transformational work, ascension work, is rarely a one-shot-deal! Nope, it’s something we have to work on many times, at deeper levels and layers within ourselves, before we get all the infections and damage permanently flushed out. This work used to take years, then months, now in many cases it’s down to hours thankfully. Shit in, shit out as I say. Heck, we’re pro’s at this at this point!

I believe that what I felt and experienced (again) last night was the beginning of this partiuclar new process. This ancient higher energy is literally pushing the old lower world “negative” energies out it it’s old stomping grounds…humanity and numerous locations on earth. Both of these energies simply cannot exist IN the same higher vibrating space, in higher vibrating humans, now that so much ascension work has already been lived. Every time I’ve experienced this ON THE RUN  “negative” energy, it was because we’d reached yet another slightly higher frequency and space ourselves. Out with the old, and in with the new…as the saying goes and the old is negative and the new is not. Boy we’ve waited and worked a very, very long time to be exactly where we are today. Be proud, be excited oh weary travelers, because another higher phase is arriving right now.

Last night I remembered something Karen Bishop had said in her June 11, 2008 energy alert about this. (There’s a link to her website in my LINKS area so please read her whole alert there.)

“The energy of June 21 will arrive from within the earth herself. And even before the 21st, we will experience a window of energy beginning around mid-June which will continue until a day or two after the solstice itself. Deep down at the core of the earth resides an energy which has not been utilized or released for eons of time. It has resided there undisturbed until the right time. The right time is now, as the frequency is at a point which is signaling that it is now safe and now time for this higher vibrating force to arrive fully on the planet Earth. The solstice will serve to activate it.”

Pleiadian Teachings From Ancient Egypt

I’ve written a bit already about my past life memory of the 6D teachings from the Sirian Sacred Architect in ancient Egypt. In this entry, I’d like to share a scene from this same past life in Egypt of 12,600 bc, but with the 5D Pleiadian teacher and what he taught us. After this I’ll share about the 8D Orion, what he was like, and what he taught me that I remember. But first, the 5th dimensional Pleiadian and his particular teachings.

The classroom was a large stone rectangle filled with chairs for the 35 or so students. We all enjoyed going to the different Stellar teachers classrooms to learn about their home dimensions, the energies and consciousness in each, and what each of them would be passing on to us, their young starseeded students. Today was our class with the 5th dimensional (5D) Pleiadian.

I’ve mentioned this before but I’ll add a brief recap of what this Pleiadian physically looked like in that Egyptian past life. He was about 6 foot 2″, had long straight blonde shoulder length hair, sky blue eyes, Caucasian skin that always looked very tanned. His body shape was identical to the drawings and wall art of Egypt today; wide shoulders with a narrow waist and hips.

He entered the classroom wearing his usual floor length robe that was covered in different gemstones. It was his unique trademark and it literally radiated a collective energy that was impossible to ignore. It pulled you into it and made you wonder how soft flowing fabric and rock-hard gemstones could feel so warm, loving and inviting. But that was what the Pleaidian being was all about; love, creativity and beauty.

As he made his way to the front of  the classroom, all eyes and hearts were magnetically drawn into him and his multi gemstone robe. He stood for a few moments just radiating and bathing all of us with his 5D energies of warm golden love, creativity and deep compassion. It was like smelling a beautiful scent fill a room and nearly intoxicate you. That was the natural way of the Pleadian; to fill every inch of you with High Heart beauty and total inner balance.

After a few moments of us taking in his Pleiadian energies, he began his class. Today he was going to show us how colors, gemstones, and tones can energetically alter ones different bodies  and consciousness. How they can align or scatter energies and how to sense and read those energies. The Pleiadian used colors, gemstones and tones, like artists use paints, oils and brushes to create beautiful drawings and paintings.

He led the class to the side of the room, where another series of small stone rooms were. Each of these small rooms (about the size of a small closet), had different colored lights that shown down from overhead. One by one, each of us would enter one of these small, light-filled rooms to experience being showered in certain colored light. We were to sense what each different color did to our physical and etheric bodies so we’d learn how to use specific colors (and tones and gems) to heal and/or make whatever adjustments to ourselves or others when needed.  It was surprizingly easy to feel the energetic differences between the colors, and how each one made you and your body feel.

Once we’d gotten very familiar with each color of light energy, the Pleiadian then taught us how to visualize and project a color or colors out to places, people, animals, buildings, our own bodies etc. In other words, he first taught us about colors/gemstones/tones, and then, the different ways in which they individually  affect different things. He taught us how to heal, transmute, alter, direct,  and focus the energies from colors and also gemstones and different sounds or tones. Those were the Pleaidians primary 5D tools and what he taught us Starseeds but, underneath all those teachings were the real Pleadian Teachings; they were High Heart, Love, Creativity and multi-leveled Beauty. Anything and everything the Pleaidian did there, had all of those higher dimensional elements in it…without exception.